In hindsight, I truly believe that God knows what's best for us.
In my previous company , there was a time when I was bored to pieces and depressed, because everybody but me seemed to be so busy...
I felt so ashamed of sitting jobless that I turned to the internet and started reading blogs at random. (at least people passing by would assume that I had SOMEthing to do and I wouldn't be seen twiddling my thumbs). I really enjoyed a few that I read, and felt inspired to start one of my own...
And now, thinking back, I realise what a blessing in disguise that job'lessness' was.. for it opened the world of blogging to me, with ALL that it had to offer. And I thank God from the bottom of my heart for that period in my life.
And now, I am totally utterly bugged with my current job.
I try to compare this frustration with my previous company's frustration and wonder which was/is worse.
There, I had nothing to do and my 'boss' was barely tolerable.
Here, I have plenty to do, but my 'boss' is so totally intolerable.
How on earth do I get into these situations at work? Right now, its like I have a Demntor in office- the joy is so totally GONE. I find no joy in doing a good job, cos ultimately the asshole gets credit for it, and I'm so bugged with the unfairness of it.
And I wonder when can I MOVE , O God? To a different job- any job, so long as I can quit this one.
Its fast reaching a stage where I don't care if I have another one lined up either. Because I'm damned if I 'll let HIM preen around as if he's motivated me to do whatever
Soon, God, please.
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