Sunday, March 20, 2011

feeling unsettled..

For quite some days now .. or is it months.. its not years for sure- have been feeling very unsettled. As I'm waiting for something to happen.. dunno what and when..
Unable to give my full attention to anything, be it Sonny boy or office or home or blog or... Even Ms. Doggy is unable to make me fully concentrate on rubbing her belly. And that is saying something!

Everything I do is half hearted. A sense of discontent, a sense of unease, a sense of hanging in limbo waiting for God knows what...
Life seems to be passing by in a wild kaleidoscope, but nothing seems to make any sense. Days merge into weeks, into months...and I'm left waiting for Someone to show me sense. To make something of my life..

12 comments:

Betsy Antony said...

Maybe...another baby.... ;)

Rohini said...

*hugs* Hope this passes soon :(

WhatsInAName said...

Dear JLT! I wish I could offer some soothing words but alas I am going through a similar phase and worse, actually! I feel like running away to some place alone. Solitude is what I am waNting as of now......
sigh! Hope you find peace soon....

Gayatri said...

- Hey I have the same feeling too!
- Is life meant to move on this way?
- Hoping and praying we all find our missing piece in the big jig-saw called life...fast :)

R's Mom said...

Gosh I can relate to that...and I dont even know why this weird feeling of unsettlement! I attribute mine to the fast life of Mumbai..no time to stand and stare :(

BangaloreMom said...

Awwww....I know what you mean.....I think we all go through the same thing...let's talk more over lunch(still waits hopefully!!)

starry eyed said...

Hugs. Have been through those phases too...there's always something left undone or things left unsaid, this maybe life's gentler way of reminding you...it's better than life's other usual way of kicking one in the butt to get going on our dreams and plans!

And why do people think an unsettled feeling is only about having more babies?!! :P How about a better job? Better place to live? Lifestyle? Circumstances? Other relationships? Other forgotten dreams?

Swati said...

Its a part of life Saji , happens ..we just let life run the way it is without actuallty putting any effort to anything. I have been in this phase for quite sometime now. And then one day when I decided to change and do something , God decided to do many things all at the same time. Now life is almost a roller coaster :P

Just Like That said...

Betsy: Yikes! Not while I'm in this state!

Ro: I hope so too. *Hugs right back!*

WIAN: you too? HUGS! :-(

Gayatri: Very fast... :-(

R's Mom: No time to stand and stare i very much there here too.. :-(

BMom: I thought you only had those 2 days free. Will call you next week. Thurs, Fri not happening. :-(

Starry: And why do people think an unsettled feeling is only about having more babies?!! :P How about a better job? Better place to live? Lifestyle? Circumstances? Other relationships? Other forgotten dreams?
*BOINGGGGGG!!* That was the hammer hitting the nail, Starry! Hugs!


Swati: Roller coaster is about right!

Betsy Antony said...

Hope this phase has passed already :)
Sorry, if I've touched a wrong note by mentioning a baby.

And @Starry, you went on to write a post on my comment on this post...

Just Like That said...

@Betsy: No wrong notes at all... please don't feel sorry :-) Just that i'm too muddled right now for a baby- esp for a baby..:-(

Unknown said...

hi... i feel the same and i also do not know the reason.. why life must be like this?